I got two undergraduate degrees in operatic singing and even won a fancy competition with the Metropolitan Opera. I went on to get a VERY fancy Master’s degree in classical voice. But eventually school was done and I had no reason to be an A+ student any more. Something felt off.
I realized I had spent so much time trying to make my voice sound like what everyone else wanted. I never learned how to sing the songs that got me excited to sing in the first place. Instead, I pretended that I loved Mozart more than anything, when really, I was sneak-listening to Waitress and Panic! At the Disco. I was stuck with a voice that wasn’t mine.
So I went on a journey to find my true voice. I let myself make the noises that I was told were “unhealthy” and “damaging” (by my well-meaning and still-to-this-day-favorite-people-in-the-world voice teachers) and you know what? My voice is stronger than ever. Now, I sing musical theatre, pop, and opera, and let me tell you, it feels so good to sing from my heart and soul.